Sometimes it truly kills me, it’s getting harder to go through life. All the thoughts that haunt my head, all the ones that just leave me restless, just let me be.
I love how when mum lets the dogs in they run straight to my room (: I’m definitely the favourite (:
I’m really lucky to have Paul omfg
I love you I swear and I won’t let you go, that’s something that I really need you to know.
I’m so nervous and worried and it’s probably just stupid nothing gah I just fuck everything up I’m so fucking lucky to have Paul for as long as I have I’m so fucking lucky he hasn’t just completely fucked me off yet.
Owning a white dog is hard because all my clothes are black and he likes to sit on me and hug me.
I miss Steph a lot.
I really think that I will die before the end of the year, not sure why but I’m pretty sure it’ll happen.