Ness, 19 Sydney.
I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO DO NORMAL THINGS WITHOUT FREAKING OUT ABOUT IT
WHY IS IT SO HARD
When everyone goes to bed my dogs sit on their lounges and watch me on the computer waiting for me to go to bed so they can come with me
Damon got me Chanel lipstick for christmas and last night we went out he let me wear it uggghh it was perfect
I always think I am getting better with me social anxiety then I hang out with someone who isn’t Ben or Damon and I realize I’m not getting better I just feel better because I don’t people at all anymore.
Damon makes me feel so loved I have never felt like this before I love him so much
Next year I’m getting my life sorted I have three courses to do, I plan on going on a holiday and if I finish the courses in time I want to find a full time job.
Then I can buy a new car and move out with my Damon.
I can’t fucking wait until my best friend comes back from Western Australia aaaaaaaaah STEPH I MISS YOU A LOT